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Wednesday, October 24, 2007Y

I have no idea what's wrong with me. I am having mood swings nowadays. My mood changes like weather suddenly cold suddenly hot. I got frustrated over little thing and i got impressed with little things as well. I nearly shouted at the security guard today but lucky i managed to control my temper.

Arghh i think i got over stressed about my sales and now its getting into my nerve!! i just feel like smashing something or pulling my hair (but thats quite impossible because its painful) and my damn eye just keep whatever u call that. I am feeling really really irritated. The stupid right eye keep pop-ing and jumping as in something bad is gonna happen. Hopefully is not boopper and bro and sis or whoever that is far away from me.

If i have my darling's 10% temper it will be peace of me. i just dont understand why cant i control my temper. Its like he can just bear with my all complaints but i just get angry with every little things he said. Maybe due to my lousy sales, i find everything to me is useless. Like what Adele said, Life's more than work. Its true. Maybe i should just take things easy.

sigh... i just miss my baby so much. I wonder if he get it or not =(

aihh... stupid mood swing. arhhh * strangle plushies*

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