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Sunday, January 07, 2007Y

self torture?

No....is not the way you think it is. Yes, though something very miserable trigger me, i will just cry like a lost child to release anger or frustration or maybe sadness and falling sick was a concidence. I did not purposely made myself sick. well, maybe i dint realised that i am making myself sick.

Example : Intake of MC Ds' after fever.
: mid night snacks like...twisties, hello panda biscuits, kit kat etc etc
* cant help it. My mid-night-snacks-sickness is back =/

Yesterday night i ate twisties and i puked... *swt*. Well i think thats because i coughed too much and twisites is heaty. This afternoon when pui rang me up for help i answered her phone and i was surpirsed that..... I SOUND LIKE A TOAD. OMG!!! i lost my voice =( i dare not even talk. Cry too much will damage your voice box.

EHhhh~~ TT^TT i want my voice back~~

dont call me... you will not recognise my voice. I do not wish to hear things like "erm...may i speak to iris...please?" *sob*

............. i though i will feel abit better but..... things just dont go my way.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.
face the fact. face the fact.

and....

get a job get a job
get a job get a job
get a job get a job
get a job get a job
get a job get a job
get a job get a job
get a job get a job

arhhh~~ i just cant control my emotion.....

VII


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