Thank God that i'm still able to see and type and read and listen. Living a day in silence is of course quite miserable for me and its somehow peaceful. This afternoon when i woke up i found that my throat was abit....funny? i talked to my maid, i realised that my voice is gone. So like little mermaid, ariel (correct??wtv). I tried so hard .... so much... i forced myself to speak out but i heard nothing. Hope my voice box is fine ler. =(

Mom forced me to drink this dont know what bitter drink. wah!! bitter until my hair can fall off man. The next thing in mind after that drink was... winterfrost *shy* ahh~~ chilling.

*pray..pray*
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back
tomorrow i will get my voice back

meanwhile.....
Credit: y.chyuan

I AM :: iris, a lost and lifeless girl.
I WANT :: a job
I HAVE :: a life
I WISH :: for.......(check wishlist)
I HATE :: people forcing me to do anything.
I MISS :: you
I FEAR :: losing my time
I HEAR :: my heartbeat
I WONDER :: is there any extraterrestial life?
I REGRET :: something that I had done while I shouldn't
I LOVE :: many things
I ACHE :: my heart
I ALWAYS :: wanted to sky dive
I AM NOT :: what you think I am
I SING :: horribly sweetly
I WRITE :: what i want to write without hesitating
I CONFUSE :: everyone whenever I got the chance to :P
I NEED :: to get a job
I SHOULD :: be working :(

YES OR NO

You keep a diary :: blog? yes / book? no
You have a secret journal :: no
You set your watch a few minutes faster? :: no
You bite your fingernails :: yes
You believe in love :: so..so..

PEOPLE
The weirdest person you know :: everyone
The Loudest Person you Know :: mommy XD
The Person that Knows the Most About You :: No one (included me)
Your Crush? :: ........
Most Boring Teacher :: my BM teacher back then in high school
Your most overused phrase on I'M :: sorry

Think you know you've been in love ::uncertain.
Want to get married :: *swt* of course
Have any tattoos/where? :: soon....
Piercings/where? :: earlobes
Get motion sickness :: nope
Think you're a health freak :: no
Get along with your parents :: 50/50
Like thunderstorms :: like calm windy day.


WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?

Ryan :: err.....*bite finger*
Rob :: David's friend, Robbie.
Drew :: Andrew?? who the ....? o.O
Heather :: i dont know....
Will :: Will Smith
Paul :: Momoka's body guard =/ (from keroro gunsou anime)
Ben :: .....
Josh :: Flinstone?? is that fella's name Josh??
Lauren :: Lawrence.

RANDOM.......

NATURAL HAIR COLOR :: black
CURRENT HAIR COLOR :: red
EYE COLOR :: dark brown
PARENTS :: father, mother
SIBLINGS :: 1 brother, 1 sis
LIVE WITH :: family

FAVORITE........

NUMBER :: 7
COLORs ::black and blue
DAY :: Saturday
MONTH ::None
SONG :: =/
FOOD :: sushi
SEASON :: winter
SPORT :: swimming
DRINK :: uncertain.


PREFERENCES.....

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?
# cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE?
# hot chocolate =)
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?
# whiet
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?
# vanilla ice cream, chocolate milk


IN THE LAST 24 HOURS...

CRIED? ::yeap
HELPED SOMEONE? :: nope
GOTTEN SICK? :: yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? :: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? :: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? :: no
MISSED AN EX? :: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? :: is blog a journal?
MISSED SOMEONE? :: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? :: no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? :: no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? :: no

get well soon neh~ iris-chan!! tones of seaweed and japanese food waiting for you!! ( aunty chong back from japan again)

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