I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...

People are meant to be weak especially girls.
crying once  day isnt enough for them.
Due to the traumatic incident,
she made herself doing stuffs like drunk, cry, vulgar words. 
I can say no more but be strong.
You still have friends and family. 
They will support you till you overcome everything;
til you become someone that you think is "new"
Chelle,
dont be sad because its over, be happy becuase it happen! 
Good luck!

Aixin and leon and yanyan. Welcome back!
Wei hao, Happy birthday!!!