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Wednesday, March 15, 2006Y

current music : Long Distance, Janice

hmmm...everyone make mistakes. I am sure everyone has regret over something at least ONCE. Well as me for me, i regret too many times until i felt that regreting is something usual for me. SPM resutls was sucky enough and that make me really regret for not putting enough effort. Sis was right. i deserved grades like these. I believed in equalvialent trade as in you get this after you do this. Like i pay certain amount for an apple. I give and i get. But not everything comes in equal life is so unfair.

Come to think of it, i am 18 (soon) i have to make my on choice without any clue. This year i ahve done 3 wrong things. First, I entered ADP which i desire at first and then a sudden changed of mind. So i transfer to TBS which i where i am currently in. this is my second mistake. Thirdly, i was stupid enough to listen to my friend's opinion, their opinion (okay i aint trying to blame anyone here) , got influence and i end up in taylor's coll. Friends, i know its really important to me but even in college i can rarely see my ssg mates due to the time table that was prepared for each courses.

Well, take this as a lesson today and have a new start tomorrow. Tomorrow is my finals and i am not gonna do it properely. What about thursday?? BMA?? HAH!! definitely absent. Yes. finally i have made up my mind. I know i am gonna get a deep big f**K from mommy but this is what i desired after all. So no one can stop me i aint gonna listen to anyone anymore. Please make this my final decision and no more changes.

I want to be pro in this line since ....?? and i dint make it due to few factors but now i really want to give it a try since the chance is just right in front of me. I finally discovered my talent and interest. Talent cant confirm but interest YES.

WISH MY LUCK!! sorry family and friends. I know this kinda disappoint you guys. but this is what i desired. Please be proud of me. Its better to waste hundreds now than losing thousands in the future. ... i need support! at least some good words :p

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